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Francisco Velazquez, 33

March 1, 2010, 10:03 a.m.

Francisco Velazquez, a 33-year-old Latino, died Saturday, Feb. 20, after being stabbed in the 300 block of South Burris Ave. in Compton, according to Los Angeles County coroner's records.

Velazquez was visiting a friend when he was confronted by three other men, one of whom pulled a knife and stabbed him, Los Angeles County sheriff's officials said. He was taken to St. Francis Medical Center and pronounced dead at 11:10 p.m., according to Los Angeles County coroner's office.

Anyone with more information is asked to call the Sheriff’s Homicide Bureau at (323) 890-5500.

-- Carla Rivera

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This is sort of a part 2 to my previous post. But yeah, I got through my early life without you, because the opportunity to possibly have a father in my life was taken from me early on. By the way I talk and think about you when you cross my mind from time to time, it probably sounds like I ended up hating you but quite the opposite. I'm your flesh and blood and I'm here because of you. I got the curse of the skinny body from you, I ended up with a thick pair of glasses strapped to my face at all times, the obviously hispanic facial hair that refuses to grow in more than it should, and the dreaded attitude problem I probably inherited from both you and my mom. I DON'T think I inherited your taste in music, some of the music that your sisters play at every party is just designed to drive me insane lmao. Our overall style in everything is just not the same at all and I would never expect it to be. I'm my own person and you're obviously you. The one that reminds me the most of you is Andrew. He is the one who's voice and mannerisms remind me heavily of you. Audrey is still the brat that she'll always be and always be your little princess. No matter how long she gets. 😂 I do wish I could have a conversation with you as an adult (sort of) and just talk for hours about anything and everything. I mentioned the women who were in your life earlier and that's obviously not the right thing to do but whatever, they brought themselves in here and put all of their business out there for everyone to read. I don't mean Naomi if anything, there may have been whatever tension going on with whoever but she was always good to me and treated me with respect when it came to just her speaking to me or being around me. You were with her for so many years and there was obviously a meaningful relationship there aside from whatever you were doing in the background. I'd never approve of any of it but who am I to even "approve" of anything anyway? Your business and it'll stay your business. (even though I contradicted myself several times) You did indirectly teach me how to not play with people's emotions and treat any significant other with the same love and respect that I ask for and I actually found that pretty recently. A woman I'd do anything for and who I feel would do the same for me. If only you could have met her lol. Your son ended up being head over heels for someone pretty early in his life lol. I'll say that I'm proud to be your flesh and blood and your family will always keep your memory alive, you'll be in our hearts forever until the day we (maybe) see you again. Not religious and big oops but 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️. Anyway, enough rambling. I'll make it a mission to come see you at your grave soon. It's been awhile and I feel like it'd do me some good to get some more bs off my chest with you. Have yourself a damn good one pops. 👌🏻👌🏻Wherever you are.

— Dereck V. Aug. 1, 2019 at 4:02 p.m.

So, 2019. What a fun year and many years without already. Honestly I don't know how long it's been exactly since I've never really been one to count anything really and I haven't wanted to, just trying to get by for the most part. I'm going to just go ahead and leave some random thoughts out for you here on a public post that no one else but nosey people are going to read, but have fun I guess. I probably won't look back on this in another couple of years or so. But yes, I'm still here and kicking. I commented on this so many years ago and I barely remember even doing it, my thoughts on you back when you first passed and to now are very different. I remember trying to "properly" grieve for you but I just couldn't completely do that without feeling so numb. I'm 20 years old now and see parts of you in myself when I look in the mirror, but I also see more of my mom and just my own look these days lol. I vaguely remember looking you up online and seeing the LA times made a post about you and saw a comment section at the very bottom. I wanted to write something but then saw several posts just climbing down for ages from different people. I saw that you played with Women's hearts and some of them would be foolish enough to have blind faith and loyalty in you even after your death. But it shouldn't be any of my business anyway, this excludes Naomi of course. You were with her for many years and watched your two kids grow at their home under the same roof for a good portion of their childhoods. I wasn't so lucky, I grew up with my mom and she always played the role of mother and father for me. I knew I probably wouldn't need anyone else but her because she did everything she could to raise me right and give me a good life. I honestly can't remember a time that you and I had a real deep conversation about anything. Because we just didn't get that chance. You were killed before I even got the chance to ever have a deep and mature conversation with you. I'll never get that in my life. When I was told by my mom that you were gone, I didn't cry or feel anything initially. I felt so numb and confused about how I'm "supposed" to feel. I remember telling my mother that I forgive you, you had gone around 2 years or so without sending a little call or message my way or whatever. I see so many posts and hear the constant "he was such a great father" and you were. But there was a time you weren't there for me and when I was growing up, I only looked at you as a sort of babysitter on the weekends. We didn't really bond much in our time together, we'd have little conversations on car rides to and from my house to yours and you'd play your music at the highest possible volume lol. I remember screaming to get words out to you but not really getting much out. I'm obviously going in circles here and not staying on topic because I'm (again) here to just throw some thoughts out about whatever goes through my head.

— Dereck V. Aug. 1, 2019 at 3:36 p.m.

CANT START NO CONVERSATION WITH YOUR PAST COMING THROUGH THIS PAGE MIJO. But hopefully this ex of yours stop messing WITH this... No matter what you say, he'll be in my thoughts till the day we reunite again. And let me tell you something. Am looking forward to it :)

Either way mijo, am not here to fight cause you know I never did... You know that even though it hurt me not to have you, it hurts more to know that you will never be here again, till WE see each other in paradise. Thanks for showing back again in my dreams. Was nice to see you again, and I swear, I wish I didnt wake up. Hurts not to have YOU mijo and see your eyes again like I did. I hate this day and I wish you could've just stayed home this night. You could've be here, but for some reason god decided to take you next to him. AND beleive me, I MISS YOU SO MUCH! Just wish you were here. LOVING YOU, FOREVER MIJO... 143 143 143

— FLORESITA Feb. 20, 2013 at 10:43 a.m.

Hey Mijo, it's almost that time, when I used to stay with you around this time to be the first to say HaPPy BiRtHDAY... I know this can't happen no more, cause I can't talk to you, see you, or even hear your unique voice... But just know, that you are always in my thoughts , and will always have you here with me... Like each year when we spend the day together.

LOVE YOU AND FOREVER WILL MIJO!
AND AGAIN, HAVE A GREAT HAPPY BIRTHDAY up in Heaven. I know all ANGELS will be celebrating with you like you did when you were down here with all your family.

Am going to miss you telling me how was it the next day mijo, with your unique laugh that still in my mind. A unique laugh that will never fade away.

Just wish I could hear you laugh and see you smile, just one more time CISCO!!!
143 MIJO

— TU FLORESITA Oct. 4, 2012 at 12:12 a.m.

Hey MIJO... Just swinging by so the whole world can see that even though I dont logg into this page, you still not forgotten. But I guess people waNt to be nooooooosY!

And just yesterday was 2 years ago when I found out that you were gone. It hurted cause it brought that memory back again, when I finally got to meet one of your sisters, JUST to tell me that you were no longer here. Just because their was some info needed. But deep in myself 'till now, I know and your sisters know, that she made her last stop their, but because you wanted me too know what had happened.

'Till this day mijo, I cant believe you are gone.

I keep you in my mind each day with a goodmorning to your picture everytime I GET to work, and a goodnight before I lay down...

I LOVE YOU CISCO, and a little note like this does'nt and should'nt matter to people out their cause what counts is what I feel deep in side of me. LOVE YOU MIJO, TODAY AND FOREVER WILL, 143 MIJO!!!

— TU FLORESITA MIJO May 11, 2012 at 11:03 a.m.

Hey Mijo!!! Damn Cisco, I don't know how long is this going to be with this silence on till the day I see you again. I hate to come by and not get the replying u gave me back with each responce Cisco. I hate this MiJo.... I don't like this without you being around like when you used too. I pray to god you are somewhere close to all your love ones to watch over us. Just remember you are my everything and no matter what mijo, even though you are not here, you are in a very special place in my heart and in the people that love you and still do. Love you mijo, and will miss you till the day we reunite once again. Till that day mijo, I will be here praying for you. 143 MiJo just like from the beginning till the next time I see u again

— Tu Floresita Jan. 24, 2012 at 10:22 p.m.

LOL... Hey mijo.... Theirs someone out their trying to mess with my mind and Christen.... Damn, like u always said, she makes me laugh with the drama... She making us laugh too, Huuuh Christen... Lol...
(Go to sleep, at 4 and some)
Yeeeah right... I think theirs drama out here mijo. No let go yet... Oh well, I ain't either....
And from what I see Christen is either... We both leaving Ur memory alive... And whom tryin to say something, without doing it. Is alright... We thought this had already had stop, but I guess they remembered we don't like drama... Lol... I guess we gonna have to deal with it, like when u were here...

Love u mijo, and missing u much... I guess we will have another thanksgiving without u. But we will keep you in our heart and memory, so u will be still here eeeehhh. Love u mijo...

Oooh, and to whom ever u are, 143 is by my baby... He introduce me to that. I don't know who u are, but stop leaving nonsense. U got some to say, do it... I just can imagin who u are... Lol, u still making me laugh... Love Cisco and always have and still will. Till the day I see him again we will be together like we always did. Love u Cisco ;)

— Floresita Nov. 20, 2011 at noon

No disrespect to all u ladies but you make no sense. How can you be so proud to be someone's mistress. If Cisco wasn't happily married he wouldn't have been with her for 12+ year's and have had two beautiful kids. Has it ever occurred to you ladies that maybe you were the problem in his relationship? I know exactly who you women are and both of you are MARRIED and have CHILDREN. Instead of you sitting here putting out your dirty laundry you should be taking care of your family and leave HIS ALONE. From my point of view I believe some have turned this in to a free for all. Your intentions here are to hurt his immediate family and friends and especially his children nobody cares of his intimate and personal life. If you loved him like you say you do why would you hurt his image? Have you ever thought about what his kids would say if they were ever to see this?

— Freddy Nov. 11, 2011 at 12:37 a.m.

Christen,
I am amazed! You ask for comments that you cann't handle. But to induldge you, here you go. By reading your post I have learned so much about this man. He must have been as lonely and misguided as you. To have you around his kids, you the same person who is shallow, and confruntational and you have such a low self esteem. You drag people into the fantasy that you have created for yourself and then dare or crave the attention of other bloggers. I'm not sure if this could be considered a self full filling prophecy. You don't feel good about yourself unless you are confruntational with someone else and can one up someone. To think that this man had you around his kids for any length of time is worrisome. It speaks volumes for this mans character, that he would allow you someone who craves approval and confrutation from strangers to feel vindicated for her choices. I guess it just goes to prove that birds of a feather....

— Kandice Dow Nov. 3, 2011 at 1:10 a.m.

Well ladies, I don't come on this site much but since you continue to ask for comments here you go. Now I understand that the two of you really do deserve each other! And I continue to get a clearer understanding of just what kind of character this man had from the conversations the two of you continue on this blog. He must have been just and confruntational as the two of you and he must have has one very low self esteem also. Sad to say that birds of a feather right? Any way, I really don't think this blog entry is about him any more its more about you two wanting to contiune to fight here on this blog. Talk about disrespecting his memory but then again he made the choice not only to be with the two of you but to take the two of you around his kids...what does that say about the man? Not only was he a bad partner but just to see how confruntational you are here I can only imagine how you act in real time! But like I said this blog as become your release and your soap box and has nothing to do with him and or his memory any more or else even when no one has responded you wouldn't keep asking for confruntational moments! But then again since the two of you were more then happy to play second and third fiddle may be you know this is exactly what he would want...drama!

— Kandice Do Oct. 28, 2011 at 10:49 p.m.

TO Kan do,

LOL, What a name... All I have to say to u, is mind ur own business. Me and Christen are so tired of people like u. What is it??? U've never felt love from nobody? I am so sorry for u :( One dau u will find someone to love u the way Cisco loved me. And bout ur concerns, Please stop talking ur non-sense too. Just like u said, Either way this story isn't a feel good one that's why you stopped getting comments... YOUARE SO WRONG, LOL!!!
What did u just do? I dont think so!!! Cause u had the time to come by into my babys page, and talk ur crap. If this is the case go somewhere else. I dont feel like reading things, like towards u and other crazy people say.
And I dont care if it takes 30yrs. for me to write to my love. This is my problem, my time, and my life. Is not ur concern if it takes long for me too forget. He was someone more than special. Plus, one day when u get the feeling of real love, and hopefully not, but if that person passes away, hopefully u'll have the same feeling. If not, it means u never cared for that person.
Baby, dont worry bout this... This will never happened on my end. u will never be forgotten. Remember this, Ur HUERA LOVES U, NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY....
R.I.P. CISCO 143

— FLORESITA Oct. 18, 2011 at 12:45 p.m.

Weezy,

This situation is very very sad. These two women in their 30's not in their teen's or early 20's but in their 30's spent most of thier lives living a lie. He lied to both of them made them think that they were each the one and only when they were not. Now they sit in front of the computer wasting even more time pining and mourning a man who lied to them. This isn't a good heart story, this is sad! It's sad to read these women live the rest of their lives here on this blog and in the fantasy that he created for them instead of going out there and living the life that they could have and possibly find the one man that really is willing to make her is one and only. This story isn't a good heart felt story it is becoming a story of what not to do. And how important it is to have options and to not be so self obsorbed and to reach out to mental health experts to help them over come thier inablity to move on. Spending all this amount of time on this blog is not healthy...they are not moving on they are getting to the point that they are making this thier lives. The question/point of this blog isn't to keep an old love alive that's impossible but as much time as these two women are spending on this blog has become obsessive. And yes, you may call me a hater and stupid and uncaring but this is becoming unhealthy. We must question what is a healthier way for these two women to overcome their grief and or better yet why do these two women feel perfectly fine with this situation? Why is it fine to put up with mediocre? What is wrong with these two women saying to themselves I deserve more! I want more! I should be somebodies one and only and he should love only me?

— Samantha Oct. 4, 2011 at 7:37 p.m.

HaPpY BiRtHdAy CISCO...

Damn Mijo, I dont even know where to start from...
You already know it hurts me not to see you, talk to u, or even hold you...
But with this words I have for u, is to let u know that is killing me...
Not to be next to u, to hold u with a big kiss and tell u how much I lOvE yOu... But from where ever u at, just remember I need u MIJO. And no words will change this. I love u mijo. Always have, always will....
TODAY I WILL BE UP THEIR TO SEE U, and to talk to u like always do.

Damn MIJO, wHeAtHeR IS pretty mest up today. Remember when we just use to kick it home, watch movies, and cuddle together to warm each other. This is how u use to like it around me. I will never forget the best of us.

HaPpY hApPy BiRtHdAy to you,
MY LOVE... LOVE YOU CISCO...

— TU FLORESITA Oct. 4, 2011 at 10:30 a.m.

Hey WEEZY,

Damn lot of times I heard of u, but never got to meet you. Now that everything had change cause CISCO aint here anymore, at least I get to say a few words to you...

Thanks for them words u putting out their to this negative people... But it seems is not what they think... All people out their think different to what me and CHRISTEN lived... As for my experience I hope one day, all this people get to see what we have went through... And trust me is hard... I lived practically all my life around him... I met him when I was just 16years old. Till the day he was gone. I didnt know why he would'nt answer my calls, and for some reason I had thought he probably had went back to his family... So I left him alone... Maybe about two weeks after, I called his old # again. It hurt too hear that, that # was out of service. I even cried that day. I thought he finally was doing the right thing in his life, and be with his kids. So I went on with my life too. But dont get me wrong. Till this day since day first when I didnt hear his voice again, I've always had him in my mind.
Till one day I was at work and could'nt keep working cause of what, one of his family members had said to me. She was trying to get some info., for her brother, and that information, was that he wanted me to know what was going on. Till now, it hurts to know I didnt have the chance to be with him for the last time. But he knows whats up... I STILL REMEMBER HIM, JUST LIKE THE LAST TIME I SAW HIM... With a last kiss and a big smile, he always had, before we went both our different ways...
Even though I was'nt their I keep his memory ALIVE and I always will. He knows what I feel. I go see him every week. Its hard to see him where his at. But is a reality I have to live till the day I get to see him again...
Thanks WEEZY for ur wordS. Knowing u not a stranger, and u were someone close to CISCO, iFEEL Confident of expressing my self towards u... Maybe one day when I get to see u, u will probably remember me.., and once again, THANKS WEEZY!!!

LOVING U, AND MISSING U FOREVER CISCO!!!!

— FlOReSiTa Oct. 3, 2011 at 5:43 p.m.

Weezy----

Thanks so much for those nice positive words...Believe me at first I was mad at Floresita and then I was hurt but then when I sat down to think about it its not her fault...It was Ciscos but hes not here anymore to put da blame on...I know u are Ciscos homeboy I meet u briefly at Ciscos wake...U might not remember me....I was a white girl wth brown hair wth blonde highlights wth blueeyez...I was wth a mexican girl...I was with Cowboy alot...Hoping u remember me...but again Floresita & I are trying to get along for Ciscos sake cuz I know he would want that...Peace no fighting...Floresita seems like a very respectful person Im just waiting for the day to finally meet her..Maybe tomorrow for Ciscos birthday...I hope so...Take care Weezy and u too keep Ciscos memory alive....

— Christen Oct. 3, 2011 at 3:12 p.m.

Hey mijo.... Just want to say that I miss u so very much.... And soon, I should be meeting UP with Christen...

Damn Cisco.... I miss u so much Mijo.... I hate stressing out and feeling so lonely ... When are we Going to see each other again.
Damn Mijo... Ur BIRTHDAY is just around the corner... I wish We were together like before... And go eat Ur favorite ribs mijo.... Like when we use too... Damn Mijo... U left me so much memories that I would never erase from my life. Specially that little gift of life u gave me. I love u Cisco... And where ever u at, remember im still waiting Mijo...
Missing u, your Huera
LA FLORESITA... 143!!! CISCO MUUUUAHHH...

I will celebrate Ur birthday on my own and go see u that day after work, k... And who knows???7 Maybe Christine comes with us...
Love u Cisco... Forever Mijo...

— Tu Floresita Sept. 28, 2011 at 11:07 p.m.

Ladies, ladies...I think I'm the hater that you keep mentioning in your blogs. Well I'm no hater and I do hope that the two of you meet. For the sake of your pasts I hope you meet. I am not a hater...a doubter and an empathizer but a hater why I don't even know either one of you. But by the writing I can tell that, well I can just tell. Anyway, glad that the two of you know that you leave in the same city. But does that really surprise either of you? Anyway, ladies I hope that the two of you meet and that you believe that this man has brought you together to face the world...it really does sound like the two of you really need each other and I hope that you find in each other what is missing in your lives. May God or whatever you take faith in bless your steps. I hope this works out for each of you. Who knows may be some day when you are both old ladies you will be able to look back at this time and wonder why and contemplate all the what ifs. Good luck hooking up and making this all work for each other. I wish you both the best, I have no idea how the depths of your fears of being alone and worshiping a man long gone must feel like. In closing I want to thank the two of you. Thank you for teaching me a lesson, on the kind of woman I want my three year old to turn out to be, a strong, independent, and emotionally strong women who when faced with tough decisions can rise to the top, in other words a woman with a great character, a woman who when she looks in the mirror can enjoy the reflection. It takes a village right ladies…well thanks for the lesson from the woman and mom you refer to as the hater. The others in my life refer to me as a daughter, a wife, a sister, a niece, a friend, a mom, but I will always remember being called a hater…so much for the foot prints in the sand.

— Karen Sept. 22, 2011 at 5:04 a.m.

Hey Flor and Christen, no need to thank me... What's right is right and there's nothing wrong at all with u 2 ladies expressing ur feelings towards Cisco. Believe me, i do the same. I have many deceased friends who I've came across this section and i also express myself as if it's a letter or note that i am writing to them. It just makes me feel a whole lot better knowing that I'm writing something in their honor, whether it's a simple "hi" or a memory... But as usual people have to go and write their non sense. But it's Ok bc like they say, it's a public forum and everyone is open to their opinion, positive or negative. It's up to us to ignore the negativity... =) See, there it is, it's almost a coffee date for u 2. Haha, jk... I'm sure there's a Starbucks somewhere near there. I remember going to one when i worked off Somerset and Garfield. Better idea Christen, shoot Flor an invitation to the b-day party... Then she can make u one of those famous drinks that she's mentioned. =) Then u can give me the recipe... =)

— Listo Sept. 21, 2011 at 8:32 p.m.

HEY BABY its just me ur pretty Blue Eyez
letting u know that I love u so very much and I hate it that Floresita & I r goin through sooo much wthout u. IT HURTS EVERYDAY!!!But hey baby out of all this Floresita & I are cool we talk about u all da time.SheS a real sweet person no wonder u loved her.

I guess this is what u wanted for us to finally meet huh? what a crazee way huh? But it happened & Im glad it did.It hurts me that u wuz playin on me the whole 7 years we were together. But im not mad anymore.I just hope that these dayz wthout u get better cuz I just cant take it anymore...Im tired of crying my eyes hurt for crying sooo much..Just look down on us an protect us baby and oneday u will have Floresita & and me again right next to u...

Make some room for me baby right next to u at the Dodger game....lol...Love u alwayz baby....

GO DODGERS!!!!!!

— CHRISTEN Sept. 20, 2011 at 2:26 p.m.

Florencia, Chisten, and Listo,
what haters? I posted and asked very relevante questions. I ask that you not revert to child like behavior and call me names (hater) hardley. I don't know none of you and you don't know me. All of you started this by posting and requesting info on children that were not related to none of you and then you have the nerve to become upset when someone calls you on it? Really? It doesn't matter to me one bit if each of you want to spend the rest of your lives crying over someone who isn't coming back. I have no idea of this was the best person to ever be in your lives...sad if that statement is true. But why someone would want to spend the next 20 or 30 years living in the past and not living for the futur is beyond me but that's on you. However, all the other stuff in this mans life really is none of your business. No you may lable me a hater but it isn't hate...its empathy mixed with sorrow that you have choosen to spend the rest of your lives never looking for happiness. As for you Listo...well, you spend your time and good will doing just what you want and how you have. With God's grace you won't ever have to explain your actions. You Listo have a wonderful day.

— Karen Sept. 16, 2011 at 12:23 a.m.

Listo,

So you don't mind your daughter's info being out there for everyone to read? So what is your legal name, what is your age and what is her name? You convienetly left verifiable information on your daughter out of your post. Why? Because the same reason that I don't want my child's identity put out there by strangers. And yes these women were and are strangers to this man's children. Now for Christen and Floriesta...No one has said a bad word about this man. No not at all and I went back and read the posts. What has been said has been about your behavior. And I still stand by my statement that neither one of you had the right to expose this child to the internet world. As a mother this is just so wrong. You women were not this childs step-mother you were the women that his father was fooling around with. He made no commitment to either one of you. This child was not family to either one of you. Not one person has said a negative thing about the man. He needs to rest in peace and the two of you need to let that happen. I wonder what he would say to either of you about this topic? You know how to contact each other right? You know that this conversation can and should now be kept private right? Its one thing to want to keep his memory alive and a whole other thing when HIS FAMILY isn't even on here and the two of you are disrespecting them. As a mother of an adult child if his not even offical girl friend kept this drama going I would be calling her every day and telling her to stop. Neither one of you seemed to be the one and only...just the one of many. And that does not make you family. You both talk about respect and disrespect...it would seem to the general public that when you write of such things the woman in the mirror looking back at you is disappointed.

— Karen Sept. 14, 2011 at 7:09 p.m.

Hey Mijo... Im here just to say that I miss u so Damn much. And to let u know that I cant go on without u. Need u next to me mijo. Pa'h QUE ME RREGANES like u always did when i was wrong. And dont worry bout all this cause u know what, Me and Christen dont care bout what people say... Ur memory will be here no matter what. Even though u gone, u know what mijo, I know you some where around me watching out to see each crazy step I take... Just like u always said to me, ''MIJA U ARE NEVER GOING TO CHANGE'', u be the same sweet person I met from day one!!!... Damn mijo, im crying and cant see what im typing. I wish I can here this words from u again. But like the song I dedicated to u said, One SWEET DAY we will be together to hold each other again. And I hope is soon mijo, cause since u are gone I see this world not worth. Just because I have a little piece left out here,
other-wise I would be with u. LOVE YOU MIJO... AND REMEMBER

YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN...
MISSING U,
FOR EVER,
UR FLORESTA, CISCO! 143 MIJO

— TU FLORESTA 4EVER Sept. 13, 2011 at 5:08 p.m.

HEY CHRISTEN... HOW U BEING? Im not likEng what I see.. All this people that dont have nothing to do but to blog in, into my babys page... Why they have to bugg-in... They did'nt know who he was, so they should HAVE SOME RESPECT FOR CISCO... But Ignore all this people and just go with my babys memories. It aint worth a time fighting AND argue-ing with all this people that dont know what else to do but to be in someones life and dis-respect...
Except for LISTO... He understands the pain we going through... I just wish their was people like him, that understand people feelings towards a lost... A real respectfull person...
Damn Christen, my tears are coming out just to see all this comments left, People that did'nt even knew who he was. Hurts to see so many negative people that left so many comments when they dont have an idea of how great he was. Just wish I can delete all messages left FROM people that are just here to come in, into peoples life and dis-respect the love ones. I do understand this page is for any kind of comments, but people have little respect.
And CHRISTEN... I TRY to go on each day without him but is hard... Miss him so much... and STILL cant believe his gone... And u know what, I DONT CARE OF WHAT PEOPLE SAY... If we got to know 'bout each other was because thats the way he wanted. I know this because theirs no anger between u and me. So i will go on, knowing that he loved me as much as he always said... I believed in him... AND Christen u do the same.
And if ALL YOU PEOPLE have something else to say, please keep it to ur selfs. Cause all u do in this page is waist ur time. Let us be happy just the way we have... Bye Christen... And just like i told LISTO, I hope to get to know u some day. WHO CARES WHAT PEOPLE SAY...

R.I.P. FRANCISCO VELAZQUEZ...

— FLORESITA Sept. 13, 2011 at 4:55 p.m.

Hey Mijo... Here I am reading all this in ur page... But dont trip, Like u always said "Let them talk, they dont get to me MIJA"...
Am missing u so much Cisco... See'ing all this talk and people that did'nt know who u really was, they should have a little more respect towards u MIJO...
As of ur kids am pretty sure that they are in good hands.
Its really nice to know that DERECK is doing good in 8th grade MIJO, that means Lisa is making a great job.
As of Andrew And Audrey am pretty sure they are too since u said their grandma was always their for them...
As FOR me mijo, just missing u each day that goes by. Where ever u at, u are truly being missed by all of ur love ones.
Specially me Mijo... Dont know where to turn too, and is so hard to forget that u really not here anymore... Just last night I was listening to the song I have dedicated to u... Started to cry and dont know how i went too sleep. All i know is that I was thinking of u, COMO SIEMPRE... LOVE YOU MIJO... YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN 143 143

— Tu Floresita Sept. 12, 2011 at 11:03 a.m.

Listo,

Don't you get it. This child that these women write of is non of their business. They have no right to speak his name nor write about him. As a mother I understood the post that mentioned this. Now HIS name is out here for everyone to know and look up. In this age that we all live in anonymity is hard to come by. But these women in their need to do whatever it is they want hurt this child. We all know his name, we know his mother's name. What if by some chance this was a gang related shooting and the person who did this is not satisfied? Now what...a childs name and age are out there for everyone and anyone to know and read. As a mother whose job it is to protect this child inspite of who his father is I am appalled that no one took this childs welfare into consideration. I certainly didn't expect it from these two women who have put so much of thier lives out there for everyone to read. And Listo since you watch all these murder, detective shows you above everyone else should know this and understand the sensitivity of this situation. Again as a mother to have my childs info torn from him and me I would be so angry right now. Even if they delete the info where a stranger first writes his name...it has already been released for everyone else to read. Which not only gives us all a good insight to the character of the woman that exposed this child to the internet world. Shame on her...Listo, shame on her. But I guess that's what would be expected of a women who has no boundaries and has no expectations of others wishes.

— Karen Sept. 10, 2011 at 1:13 a.m.

Christen,
You dont seem to get it. Lisa asked you cordially not to bring up the kids and yet you do. Complimenting her is probably your way and it has probably gotten you far in this life...but don't you get it? Respect the what 8th grader...13 year old? Don't you think Fransico would want that? Don't mention his kids in this blog that has become full of unhealthy devotion. His kids deserve that much from you and you owe it to them if you love this man as much as you say you do. Talking about his kids is not your place and it certainly isn't good for them. They most likely don't even remember you, they are after all just kids. Leave them out of this if for no other reason for this man. And then not only do you break her request but you name the kid!!! On a public blog you just gave the world his first and last name...what rock do you live under?

— Not too understanding Sept. 8, 2011 at 11:05 p.m.

Hey Flor, i asked u what i thought was a simple question and i guess people misinterpreted for something out of left field... (I'm referring to when i asked about the age). Anyhow, it was just a simple question out of curiosity but it wasn't meant for people to get upset over... So my apologies for asking such a personal question. =)
Lisa, my condolences to u and urs (I'm afraid to mention ur 'kids' on here)...
Sounds like u had a very special man.
Hmmn, so is it wrong for me to ask if anyone has an update about this case? Just curious to know if they caught the person(s) behind this. I watch a lot of "The First 48" and those type of shows so things like this always catch my interest. =) Wouldn't want that "unknown" person to start questioning why i was asking for an update. Like i mentioned on an earlier post, I go thru this section bc reading these stories catches my attention. As a kid, like most kids, i wanted to b a cop but unfortunately growing up the way i did, that idea flew out the window. But till this day i still imagine of the "what if". And reading about these type of senseless crimes and hearing about the victims and reading about what their Loved ones write about them, gets the best of me and makes me regret the bad I've done in the past and makes me wish that i should of made my dream come true of becoming in life what i always dreamed of becoming, to help the people that were victimized and their families most importantly. I always tend to feel the the most for the mother's and the children of these victims. Reading about Cisco's sister writing in a earlier post about their mother not doing too well since his passing made me feel so sad. Reminds me of the pain my mother went thru. I hope that Cisco's mom is also doing better and holding up strong. Unfortunately "Carol" hasn't posted a comment in a while. But if u do read this Carol, my prayers to u and ur family, especially ur Mother. =)

— Listo Sept. 8, 2011 at 9:36 p.m.

Christen,
Thanks alot for ur beautiful words, no I dont have any anger towards him as u may have known u were in his life for a long time and we got along pretty well we had our issues but thats another story which I rather not talk about things didnt worked out between us but he was a good dad and whatever problems we had never changed the way I felt about him he was who he was and we all loved him very much honestly it was really hard to stay mad at him he was a special man I'm sure u know that... Its sad that he's kids are missing out on alot of things my son just started 8th grade and he's becoming a great teenager and every day he looks more like his dad you'll be amazed on how much he looks like him and he needs him very much but like I always tell my boy he's always with u...take care he was sorrounded by alot of great people and u sound like a great woman I hope that in time u find a great man who deserves ur love and u...
Lisa.

— Lisa Sept. 8, 2011 at 6:01 p.m.

at Janna,
I totally agree with you, however everyone is free to express their feelings anyway they feel like and if these two women that were so much in love with Pancho find it easier to grieve by doing so it’s fine but just leave our kids out of it my son reads this blog, I actually found out about it because he brought it to my attention I just feel like they should be a little more careful with what they say here we all know he was a player, he was a great man, a great dad and it was a great loss no matter what he did he WAS AND STILL is very loved by all of us we all miss him a lot we all shared a lot of great memories with him... that’s all I have to say we miss him very much and not a day goes by when we don’t think about him my son would NEVER be the same without his papi the sadness in his eyes he needs him so much....
Babymomma #1

— LISA Sept. 7, 2011 at 10:22 a.m.

AT JANNA,
I Totally Agree With u, everyone is free to express their feelings anyway they feel like and if these two women that were so much in love with Pancho find it easier to grieve by doing so it’s fine but just leave our kids out of it my son reads this blog, I actually found out about it because he brought it to my attention I just feel like they should be a little more careful with what they say here we all know he was a player, he was a great man, a great dad and it was a great loss no matter what he did he WAS AND STILL IS very LOVED by all of us we all miss him a lot we all shared a lot of great memories with him... that’s all I have to say we miss him very much and not a day goes by when we don’t think about him my son would be the same without his papi....
BABY MOMMA #1

— LISA Sept. 7, 2011 at 10:15 a.m.

Listo,

First of all this isn't the ....person. This is Dallas, what difference does it make to you what age this man's kids are? These two women no matter how much in love they are with a dead man have no business taking about someone else's children. And by that I mean another woman's children. Because if it was me that was the momma, I'd be knocking on their doors telling them all the reason's why they have no business bring up my kids in this sick blog conversation they have going. This man's kids don't deserve to be brought up in this kind of topic of conversation. They are carring on about and their love for this man...and who knows he probably was telling the mother of those children the same thing. Not that any of it is right but its the innocent child that gets stuck in the middle. What never to talk about children that are not theirs. At first I figured that these women were all very young but, considering that this man was in his early 30's they must be in thier late 20's to early 30's too. And this devotion sad and creepy as it is, has to be hardest on the children left to pick up the pieces and move on. But niether one of these women have even given that man's children a second thought. They do here what they did and probably have always done...do it because it feels good. No consideration for anyone else not even the man that they both have devoted the rest of their lives too.

— Janna Sept. 6, 2011 at 2:53 a.m.

HATERS.....theres just too many of them if u dont have anything nice to say about my baby Cisco...then dont say anything at all...Thanks Liso for the nice comments u said about me & Floresita....who knows maybe Floresita is rite...maybe Cisco is bringing us together for a special friendship who knows...It does sound nice though..what a nice thought.

But Listo u dont sound like Stalker so dont trip on whoever that is...they r too afraid to say who they r anywayz so who cares...u know. but hey Floresita I would love to meet u and get to know u...u sound really sweet and wouldnt that be weird to be friends? wow! crazee huh? Everyone thinks we should b mad at each other..im not mad at u not at all...i love to share our memories about Cisco together on this website it really helps me u know.

Cisco was alwayz there for me just the same he was there for u Floresita..always callin me ....always sending me sweet e-mails all that good stuff...Im just like u Floresita...I MISS HIM TOO...

Take Care Listo & Floresita...

— CHRISTEN Sept. 2, 2011 at 2:16 p.m.

HI LISTO... Don't worry of people who just come ACROSS into my baby Cisco's page... It dont really matter to me... Things like this just gets us famous.. Cause like u said, thats the people we dont need in this world. Plus not even giving a name, makes me think is just one of those that cant claim his love. Or just hating on what they see... Real love towards a real men that was in this world giving LOVE to his love ones.
Anyways, I feel u a cool guy and I know that u are not a stalker.
And yes! Maybe one day me and Christen will get a chance to meet each other and have a frienDship... Only my baby knows... I even thought that for some reason he is doing all this. Put in us together. Would be nice... Maybe share things together or even go see him where he rest.
I MISS HIM SO MUCH...

— FLORESITA Sept. 2, 2011 at 9:59 a.m.

Listo...
I dont know you, but for some reason I feel like expressing myself with u...

Yes! I sure LOVE him so much. Cisco made me see this world different. He knew when to make me laugh, when I was upset or even when something was wrong with me.
He had a unique way!!!

Every Birthday He was the one to plan things, surprise me in each way, make me feel special each day. But for my birthday or his, we did the best to have a great day together. That was the reason this year I made it feel like if he was here. But YEAH, I WILL keep his memory fresh. That, I will never let go.
Bout his kids Im pretty sure they know how much Cisco loves them, and STILL watching out for them in heaven.
THANK YOU LISTO for notice-ing the love I have for this men. I will never stop loving him even though he aint here any more. THANKS LISTO!!

— FLORESITA Sept. 1, 2011 at 12:21 p.m.

Hey Christen... How are u doing? As for me, well not that great. Here I am again 'till is time for me. I miss Cisco so much. I miss when he use to call me each morniing telling me how much he loves me all those little things he use to do for me. When he use to talk to me when I most needed him. When he used to tell me if I was wrong or right, ending everything with a sweet kiss on my forhead. All the memories will be here thinking he still here.

I dont know how would I would off reacted if I would off seeing u with Cisco. I dont know what he would off done in this case.

Thanks christen for taking ur time to talk to me. I really damn Miss him. I try to be strong each day I wake up, but then, HE crosses my mind and I cant stop thinking of him. What makes me feel better is when I go see him. I feel hes still here. My mind blocks out when I am where he rest.

You take care too Christen... Sometimes I feel like if CISCO TRULY wanted us to get together for some reason. But yeah... I will be strong for him and LOVE him till is time. Thanks Christen for ur time. And maybe one day CISCO will put us together...

— FLORESITA Sept. 1, 2011 at 10:21 a.m.

Floresita, I see ur really in Love with Cisco. For u to come on here so often and leave him comments and go see him on ur bday, i know u truely did Love him. It's been over a year and a half and u still keep him fresh in ur mind. I'm sure that means a lot to him. Someone tries to change their life for the best and it's unfortunate that something so tragic has to happen. Like i said, this posting caught my attention bc of all the Love he receives from the people that have left him comments. I work in the Compton area and i even passed by where this had happened. I'm telling u, it's as if i know this dude bc when i passed by, i kinda got the chills knowing that that was where this guy passed away that i read about. All one can hope for besides for Justice is that his kids grow up knowing their Dad Loved them so much and is up in Heaven watching down on them... How old r his kids anyway?

— Listo Aug. 30, 2011 at 8:15 p.m.

Hey Floresita how r u? Fine I hope I see that u commented on what Listo wrote what a nice man with a good heart huh? Its nice to know there are a few good men still left out there...I just wanted to express my feelings to u and what ur going through wth Cisco out of our lives....

Things will never b same now thats hes gone but we both have to deal wth our everyday lives and b strong for Cisco. WE BOTH LOVE HIM VERY MUCH....that will nver change no matter what....I often think about this situation ....like what if I would of ran into u at his house what would of happened then? what would Cisco do then? MAKE A CHOICE FINALLY....thats what....lol.....

I think about that all the time...Im just glad Floresita I gt to communicate wth u on this website..Im glad I found out about u now...I guess better late than never...But take care of yourself Floresita and b strong for Cisco....The guy we both still love very much....

— Christen Aug. 30, 2011 at 2:57 p.m.

Hey Listo...Thanks for taking ur time and expressing ur feelings on this website on behalf of a wonderfaul man by the name of Cisco..He is someone very special to me someone whom I love so very much. Yes....it is kinda weird to find out things about him after he has passed it still hurts but I just learn to live with it.

Thanks so much for ur condolescences to him and his family...he has the most wonderfulest family I have ever met. Very special people and his kids as well...And just like what Floresita says for the reasons for what he was doing only he knows y...and hes not here to say but whatever it is I love him anyways..

Its nice to communicate wth Floresita and to hear things from her about him cuz I went through the same exact things with him...WHAT A TRIP HUH? FloRESITA SEEMS LIKE a very nice woman and I have much respect for her..NO MADNESS thats for sure....Its not her fault either that Cisco was a player...But Thanks again Listo for ur special comments they really do mean alot.Take care and have a very blessed day.....

— Christen Aug. 30, 2011 at 2:49 p.m.

Hey Listo, Thanks for expressing yourself so sweet towards Cisco'S page... And yeah!!! I guess this was the way to find out what actually when on, when he was here. Any how, I know he had his reasons. He is not here to explain, but, what ever it was, Cisco knows that I would off understood. I LOVE HIM, and MISS him so very much. Even though all this when on, he is in my heart and HE will always be...

For his kids, I know where ever he Is at, he is watching out for them. He was a great father. All he needed was time to see them grow old. But just like he said when he was here, MY KIDS WILL ALWAYS HAVE A DAD, NO MATTER WHAT... And they still do... Cause where ever his at, I feel that he is around his kids watching out for them. The only thing he always wanted was for them to have the best life... And im pretty sure that he is going to put them in the right steps they have to walk in.

Where ever his at, I know that my baby some how is watching out for his kids & us.

Thank u for ur time and ur condolences on behalf his Family, THANK YOU Listo...

— Floresita Aug. 30, 2011 at 10:26 a.m.

HEY MIJO, HeAr I am again... Like I said... Today, Im going to go see u and after that I am going to drink our drink that u always had in mind. Thinking of you and special thoughts, things that I know that u would off love to do. Damn Cisco, I cant even feel happy today, but I'll try to look forward MIJO... I know its hard and I also know that u here with me. Damn BABY... All I know is that I was blessed cause I was loved by you. YOU STOOD BY ME WHEN i MOST NEEDED U... And today, u not here when I most need u. But some how I know that u are here with me and all ur love ones. We are never going to let u go. u will be here... specially with me Mijo, because I dont have anything without u. So u keep urself right next to me cause shortly we will be together. Remember I need u. Damn Mijo. Icant stop crying CISCO. i NEED U HEAR. I lOvE yOu and forever I will.

— TU FLORESITA MIJO Aug. 26, 2011 at 10:01 a.m.

So.... I read thru this section pretty often (when I'm at work bored) just to read about the lives that were taken and also to read the comments that are left behind. I came across "Cisco's" picture and decided to check it out... First off, i don't know Cisco, but my condolences go out to the Velasquez family and his Loved ones. I could tell his family truely Loved him. I honestly felt a lil sadness reading the comments left behind from his Loved ones. Sad enough that i even decided to leave this comment, which i never have done before. It's a trip how Floresita and Christin came across to find out of each other. I'm pretty sure he Loved the 2 of u since he's been part of both of ur lives for so long and I'm sure he's up in Heaven smiling that the 2 of u seem to b getting along after finding out that he was a player.... A good player at that... ;) Anyhow, i feel sad for his kids that were left behind without a Father. I wish them the best in Life.... God Bless his Family. Feel like I'm speaking in behalf of a friend i lost and i don't even know this dude. What a trip! But like i said, something about this one got my attention.... Anyhow, does anyone know if the idiot or idiots that did this get caught? Hopefully it didn't become "just another unsolved murder"....

— Listo Aug. 24, 2011 at 11:08 p.m.

Hey Mijo, HeRe I am again. Seeing the way to talk and express myself. Damn Mijo, is so hard that my birthday is coming up and you are not here to be with me like when u did. I am going to miss u. But remember what I told u. I will go see u after work. U are the first thing in my mind. I just need to see u again Cisco. When is this going to be over. I need u Cisco. Need u around me again to celebrate like when we did Mijo. Celebrate with ur favorite bottle. Remember some REMY WITH RED BULL ON IT, GET THE SAME PLACE, you always wanted. And be with u. Damn Cisco, I miss everything, you and us. Cant be without u MIJO. LOVE u K And remember ur Floresita will go see u on my day. Just like u always did. On MY birthday u and me. 143 MIJO!!!

— TU FLORESITA MIJO Aug. 24, 2011 at 3:53 p.m.

DAMN CHRISTEN... He did the same with me... I even have a ring he gave me... A promise ring to get married with me as soon as we were able too. That ring is always with me. Each morning when I wake up is to say good morning to him... Even though he is not here, I pretend he is... Theirs a CD he dedicated for me. The #1 is the one I love to hear... HE DEDICATED THIS TO ME. He always said he wanted to dance that song the day we get married. Its called SPEND MY WHOLE LIFE... with Roger and Zapp. It hurts to know is never going to happen. My dreams are not going to come true anymore. I Miss him and always will... Is a reality I keep ignoring. Even though I dont see him, I think I do... His picture keep him alive next to me. I just know he will be here as long as we keep his memory alive. Thats one thing I am going to keep doing. I will just pretend he is here. LOVE YOU CISCO...

— TU FLORESITA Aug. 5, 2011 at 12:33 p.m.

You are so right Christen... Cisco was so un-happy with Naomi... Just like she called u, she called me too... And I told her the same you said to her... She would always kick him out, even though he was always doing the best he could toward his kids. He was the one always cooking, cleaning, and having the best around his kids till he could'nt take it no more and finally left. Thats one thing I remember it hurt him so much. He talked to me so many nights crying, and telling me how much he missed his kids. But what hurt him more was his little girl, Audrey... He loved his kids like I couldnt imagine what a real dad was about. He was the best in my life and stll is and will always be. But you do the same Christen, keep your head up and always remember that Cisco was and always will be... I just hope one day things get better but his memory will always be here with us. Love you CISCO...

— Tu FlOrEsItA July 28, 2011 at 9:24 a.m.

I love u alwayz...even after finding out da truth...its so amazing CISCO how u played ur game. Floresita just take each day one day at a time....Naomi would always kick him out she called me a few times asking questions about Cisco & I but I would nver tell her anything I WOULD tell her to ask Cisco...she wuz alot of drama for him..he wuz so unhappy wth her so he says....but who really knows da truth....Im just glad I got the pleasure of meeting him and sharing alot of fun times wth him...times I can and will NEVER forget...he will alwys have a special place in my heart...Cisco y did u have to go????? I NEED U HERE WTH ME.....

Take care Floresita and always keep Ciscos memories alive....What else can we do right??? Love u Cisco....

— CHRISTEN July 27, 2011 at 4:42 p.m.

Well I guess u have being around ever since. I guess he really knew how to play his game. He always wanted us to move in together. Even when Naomi kick'em out. Out of so many times, the time im referring to would be the last time it happend. When he end up at Homegirls (Maribel)house first, then to COWBOYS house. Thats when we planned to. But things went out of our way.
The last party I went with him was in 2008, over by San Pedro, Ca.. The Christmas Party... Over when he was working as a truck driver. After we went out but not much. But still kept in touch and seeimg each other when we cpuld...
Bout me assissting to the Funeral, well it hurts... I DIDNT EVEN KNOW... tHATS WHAT KILLS ME MORE. If I would off known, I probably would off met u their. I didnt know this reality exist. It hurts to know that he is not here any longer. About if I have kidz with him, only he knew that, And I do too. That will be our secret... Even though we wanted more kids around us...
Till now, I will live my life without him. Dont have any other option... BUT my baby knows, and his the only one to know how I feel bout this. Love u CISCO.... UN PUTAMADRAAAAL... I MISS THAT Mijo.... JUST WISH U WERE HERE...

— Tu FlOrEsItA July 22, 2011 at 4:37 p.m.

I met Cisco when Andrew was at Emerson Elementary my sister Shelli was his teacher when he was in 1st grade I think..I would go to the school to help out my sister Cisco alwayz took Andrew to school thats when we meet. I wuz wth him ever since then. Its just so amazing because I was always there at his Cunados house Cowboy...Its just a trip that we never ran into each other. I went to many of parties wth him I meet his brothers, sisters and his mom...Its just a trip to find out da truth now that he is gone. But even though hes gone our love for him will never die.

He will always be in my heart always & forever. Did u go to his funeral and his wake? I was there Cowboy walked with me to his casket cuz I still just couldn't believe it. It was a nightmare...Did u have any kids wth him? Well, Floresita wth this said I just hope u can continue to live ur life to da fullest...try to be happy I know its hard..trust me I know...Take care Mija....Cisco I love you baby....MUAH....

— CHRISTEN July 21, 2011 at 1:58 p.m.

Christen, I FEEL the same way u do... That cheating part will always cross my mind, cause I would off never expect this. When I first saw this web, I though u were a cuz'n or someone real close. But now I see that I was wrong. I dont know what nights u were at his place, y si no me equivoco this was at his cunados, right? I was their too. Nights, days, hours with him... I ask the same u do. Why? Only he knew.
And what do you mean bout his services?
And about how long we were together, well my whole life since I was 16 years old. He already had Dereck on the way. That is when I met him.
He was my first boyfriend, my first everything. The first one to show me what is love about. Till the day we both went apart, but seeing each other every time we could. Theirs plenty to say, but this dont matter no more Christen. He is gone. But let me just tell you that HE will never be forgotten, even though this happenned, YO ya lo perdone... He deserves that and my respect. He tought me so much and all I can do is Thank HIM for all his time and happiness he brought to my life. CISCO, I LOVE YOU...

— Tu FlOrEsItA July 21, 2011 at 11:25 a.m.

HEY Floresita thanks for da response back. I just sit here just thinking about y wuz he cheating on us? Words I guess cant explain it. I sit here wondering how did he have da time? he wuz always wth me....I spent many nights wth him at his hous in L.A....i just ask myself why did he do it....U Floresita seem like a very nice woman wth a good head on your shoulders...those are da kind of women Cisco liked....I guess he loved bth worlds....me and u....wondering how many others he had...did u go to his services? I probably saw u...and didnt even realize who u were....hw long were u guys together? where did u meet him at>....iM just so curious to know...thnks for being so understanding in this hard time Im havin....LOVE U CISCO....

— CHRISTEN July 20, 2011 at 11:16 a.m.

Hey Christen, sorry for not responding back. I've just been going through so much I just saw ur comment. Thanks Christen...I really needed that. The little sentence where u said, u hope I hang in their cause times get rough... For a second I thoght It was him, My baby always said them words to me when I was down. Now his not here to tell what I want to hear. Damn Christen... I miss him so much. The only missing part of me is not here anymore, and what hurts more is that his not coming back. Y con lagrimas en mis ojos, I swear I dont know what to do now that his not here. I miss him so much...
Now, I think that for some reason Cisco wants us like this. Now I have someone to talk to, when I feel down. And I say to my self, WHY?.... But that dont matter no more. My baby is not here. Why did he have to go. I miss him so much Christen. I just feel I cant go on like I did. But me, expressing this to u, makes me feel much better, even though u a stranger to me. I just wish It was CiScO the ONE I TALK too. But my baby is not here. I miss u MiJo, and will always love u... And thats no doubt. LoVe u MIJO....

— Tu FlOrEsItA July 13, 2011 at 3:48 p.m.

Still cant believe your gone. You know what mijo, yesterday when I went to go see you, I thought I truly had you next to me. I was talking to u and I was just bringing out the memories of you and me. Memories from 1997 till todays date. I was just talking and didnt realize I was on my own. Till I was done. Damn Cisco, I am going crazy... I feel funny lately, and all I got is pictures mijo, AND ALL THE E-MAILS that will never be deleted. Mijo I really DAMN MISS YOU Cisco. I love you mijo and I know for sure that this will die with me the day we both reunite together. It may sound weird but Im going through so much, that I wish I was their with u already. Te quiero un putamadral, como tu me decias. That word will always be in me. LoVe yOu

— Tu Floresita July 6, 2011 at 12:02 p.m.

DAMN CHRISTEN, Even though I dont know who you are, I know for fact that u a cool girl. Sounds funny, but damn, Cisco always had the best. He wanted he had it hes way when he was with me... I just wish he was here, around me... Not to explain, but to be with him. Just like you do, I REALLY miss him. Just like he always said to me, I go out of my way to be with you MIJA... Y you just dont know Christen how much I miss his words, his laugh, and his big smile. Everything was always cool with him even though he probably had other things in mind. It was always him the first person to run to when I felt lonely and when I most needed him. Just like I was their for him, siempre que he would call me. All we needed was time to be together but I guess it never got here. My baby is gone, AND I truly miss him. Why did you have to go MIJO... OuR MeMoRiEs will always live in me. Will always love u mijo...
LoVe YoU CISCO

— Tu Floresita (MIJO) July 1, 2011 at 4:07 p.m.

YEAP... I know what you mean. He really knew what he was doing... and DAMN Mijo, you new exactly what you had. I guess this is the time where everything is popping out. But hey, even though, all I do is think of the best moments we had when we were together. I really miss him. And that 'lil piece I have from him will always be around me. His memory will always be hear. Each day that goes by. He surely knows what I mean. And Im sorry bout yours but he aint hear to explain. It is so sad he aint hear any more. But no matter what I still love him and will cause iVE LEARNED with time what he was about. Nothing else matter when we were together. Cisco, I dont know what else is hear to know, but I know u had ur reasons MIJO. I love you and always make me feel you still around me. I will always need you. Even though ur not hear anymore, but any where ur at, I know, u know how we all feel 'bout this. Love u FRANCISCO...

— Tu Floresita June 27, 2011 at 4:22 p.m.

I am sure I wasn't the only one... And trust me, even if you were in his picture ever since then, that don't matter anymore, cause he aint here. Y si estuviera, I know I would still be in hes life. Even though you say u were on it. I dont remember anything 'bout him mentioning anything else but his kids and what ever problems he had. About you, well, sorry to say, I was the one he was fully with. Till the day we left everything go. But my BABY aint here to talk 'bout this any more. And even if he was here, the only thing that matter here was his kids, Erick, Lil' Andrew, and Audrey. Thats what counts here. Tu y yo was just another game... But even though it was like that, I loved him and he fully did. I know for fact. And baby where ever your at you did it again. Just Remember MIJO, that I cant wait to be with you again. So u wait for me.... 143 MIJO

— Tu Floresita June 24, 2011 at 4:29 p.m.

Mijo, its hard to know you not here anymore, and even though we were'nt together, you know how much I Love You and still do. I will never forget the best of us. All the memories are here and still cant believe ur gone. I still seat here and say to my self, why you mijo... You were doing great from the time I remember. Your kids was the only reason for you to change your way. You were okay Cisco, what happened Mijo. Still can't understand. And even though I just found out, 'bout this website, I want you to know that it was hard for me to find out you were gone. It was the worst day of my life. I dropped in tears the day I found out. Mothers Day was the day I found out of 2010. That, I wont forget. Just like ur sister said, U wanted me to know what was going on, cause she had to go to the last place and get some information for her brothers car. The info was for me Mijo. Damn Cisco, I will never forget that day. It was hard Mijo. I just know that since your not hear, I know I have u next to me each day that goes by. 143 is the only # I see when I wake up, when I see the clock, or even when im driving. I know u with me mijo... Love u Cisco, always and forever will. Cant wait for that day to see u in my arms again. My prayers go to you and your family MIJO each night b-4 I go to bed. And you CAROL, hope the best for u mija!!! I know Cisco is their with you, just like when I feel him around me. Just remember the good times when he was hear. Love you MIJO...143 143 143

— Tu Floresita June 22, 2011 at 4:21 p.m.

Carol and all of Francisco's family- I can tell by all of the sweet thoughts and words how much he means to you all. So very sorry for your loss. I know everyone is telling you it will get better and it will, but it will not get better for a long time. Francisco will be in your every thought because you miss him and your heart is broken. If you all just keep each other close and talk about how you are feeling it will help to take the pain away for a little while. Stay close as a family and love one another the way Francisco would want you to. He is forever ingraved in all of your hearts and will never be forgotton. I did not know him personally but from all of your words about him I wish that I did. God Bless you all especially his mother.

— Weezy Aug. 12, 2010 at 9:59 a.m.

I cannot express how deeply saddened I am by the news of Francisco's (Cisco) passing. I met him September of last year, so I only knew him a relatively short period of time. However, during that time I was able to see what a kind heart he possessed. He was generous, friendly, and went out of his way to make people feel comfortable. He was a huge Dodger fan, and I won't forget how much fun we all had watching the playoffs last year. He was also a great cook, and I know he was a good friend :)

It is such a tragedy that he was taken away from us at such a young age. I sincerely send my heartfelt condolences to all his loved ones. I know that he will be missed dearly.

I wasn't expecting Cisco's passing to move me as much as it has. It is unfortunate that events such as these make you think about all of those who touch your life. We often go through this world not telling those we know, love, or like how much they mean to us. Cisco's passing has made me reflect on all of my relationships with family, friends, co-workers, neighbors, etc. Sometimes we don't think about the impact someone has in our life until they are gone; I hope to change that. In my case, I had the pleasure of knowing Cisco for a few months, but I will remember him for a lifetime. May God bless him and his family during this time...

— XB March 2, 2010 at 2:52 p.m.